Saturday, January 07, 2006
new year. it's time to move on.
http://www.itsrainingindecember.blogspot.com
see you on the other side.
posted at 11:59 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
feeling unusually depressed nowadays.
could be the work piling up behind me.
could be the work piling up in front of me.
could be the work piling up on top of me.
could be the things happening.
don't have time to sit down and stone nomore.
*drowning
cough* at least i'm still blessed with people willing to listen to me. kinda feeling better now.
thanks jy, thanks sam.Damn, i want the cheerful me back. even my words are turning grey.Not funny.Found a cool black notebook for the OCIP journal. Hope we get the TEAM SAJC shirt soon ^^.
Action plan: focus on one thing at a time.
Goal: Don't screw up my PROMOS.
yes, i can do it. heh.
posted at 6:38 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
I believe that....i believe that everything happens for a reason.i believe that the process is more important than the result.i believe that my grandmother is the bravest woman i have ever met.i believe that my guardian angel is working overtime.i believe that learning to relax is important.i believe that everything happens for a reason.i believe that i will never grown up.i believe that anime is good.i believe that friends are important.i believe that solitude is important too.i believe that someone is watching over me all the time.i believe that every mistake is a way to grow.i believe that live is not meant to be understood.i believe that live is worth the living if someone cries at your funeral.i believe that having a roaring party at my funeral is the best thing that can ever happen.i believe that life should be celebrated.i believe that we should not be afraid of death.i believe that pain gives meaning to joy.i believe that the world is not round, it's a sphere.i believe i'm just too bored for my own good.i think you're even bored-er if you endured all the way here.But, thanks anyway (=
posted at 3:45 PM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
the air was musty and humid. light flow into corners that have remained unlit for months as the door creaked open. walking towards the centre, my mind retraced these steps that have grown alien. As my eyes adjust to the darkness, i see the faint outline of a switch.
I turned it on.
Within seconds, light flooded the room and i saw the word in brown on the computer screen.
[DASHBOARD]Ya. I'm updating.
Life has been hectic. First, there was Ophir. After the trip, i start feeling a strong bond with snails and turtles.
It's hard to carry your home around.
Couple of things i learn from this trip:
1) Don't bring durians into the hotel room.
2) Don't bring Amos into the hotel room.
3) Gamble with Charles whenever possible.
4) Water is precious.
5) Campbell is God-sent.
6) Being a guy is good.
7) There are certain problems that are quite pressing.
And i thought it was rest when i come back. But NNOOO, there has to be PW and CT1 to spoil a guy's beauty sleep and gaming time.
Add to that the possibility of getting sacked by ODAC if i didn't do well for academic work? I'm poppin' like a pringle..
To other issues,
-Michael Jackson got acquitted from all charges. But his plastic surgeon is still guilty.
-Have anyone heard about the sex-changed Thai kickboxing Champion turned one-man(erm, i mean drag, no, i mean woman..) caberet that is performing in Singapore at the Esplanade??
Damn i miss the old times, when my life just revolved around finding that perfect stats for my Halberdier/Hunter/Zon/Sorc/Chinese Paladin Guy/Cloud Lupe/Mage/Ninja-Thief/Time-Black Mage
posted at 3:09 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
sometimes we think, whether it's time to move on?
perhaps we will never know whether that is the best decision.
guess this is the reason why the words "trust" and "faith" were invented.
just a thought.
posted at 9:34 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
movies i want to watch:
Coach Carter - Inspired by a true-life story, "Coach Carter" is an inspirational account of a controversial high school basketball coach, who received both high praise and staunch criticism when he made national news in 1999 for benching his entire undefeated basketball team for poor academic performance.
Kingdom of Heaven - Orlando Bloom stars as Balian, a blacksmith who has lost his family and nearly lost his faith. The religious wars raging in the far-off Holy Land seem remote to him, yet he is pulled into that immense drama. Amid the pageantry and intrigues of medieval Jerusalem he falls in love, grows into a leader, and ultimately uses all his courage and skill to defend the city against staggering odds.
Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy - The book was amazing and still manage to crack me up after 4 reads. Hoping that the movie is good. Arthur Dent, Marvin the Paranoid Andriod and Ford Perfect!!
posted at 5:36 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
This is not a drill.
I repeat, this is not a drill.
There is actually an update on my blog.
Yay!
Been really busy for the last entire month with all sort of school stuff. Guess this is how my next two years will be like huh. Well, guess i won't bore anyone who still checks on my blog [even though i haven't updated since 6th april] with "what happened today".
Instead, i'm doing a "what happened this month"!! On second thought, maybe not.
How many of us have truly treasured those around us? Especially our families? Though i'm sure not everyone of them is perfect and all-loving, surely each and everyone of them have in some part influences our growth. Don't make conclusions that they are merely bad influence too soon, you may never know when they have been your guardian angels at one point or the other.
Next we come to friends. Sure, there are tons of shallow people around. Bet i seem shallow to some at some point of time. But for each shallow jackass we meet, there are two friends that we share a connection with. Each of this people supported us through tough times, either with a gentle word, or with a helping hand. These are the people that with their tiny lights from above, came together and lit up the starry night sky of our soul.
Sure my reasoning is flawed, but mistake and human are pretty much two words with the same meaning won't you agree? [HA, Mrs. Huang will slap me silly for that.]
What i learnt in OEC: I should not be pissed off at those with flaws that are obvious to me. Everyone of us have flaws, what makes me think that i can get angry at those who are my equals? Do i think i'm superior to them? Reality check bro. It's usually the hidden cracks underground that cause a building to fall, not the obvious ones that are visible to all.
Conclusion: Stop being a conceited bastard child you asshole.
There, i've said my piece.
posted at 5:28 PM
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